The Henderson Family Chronicles

I've known I needed to write this post for a while now. I've tried to write it, then I crumple it, throw it in the trash, and walk away. If it was less important I'd just forget about it, but I need it for me, if not now then in a few years. And I need to say it so that I can process it, and I need YOU to know, so that you you know it's ok to talk about it, but when someone asks you, you know what to say. When someone asks you what, you say? Sigh. It's "that" question - You know...the one about babies. Is Maren Pregnant? Are they planning on cracking out another baby or what? Why do they only have two kids? Aren't they ever going to have any more kids? For a long time I haven't known the answer to any of those questions either. It just never seemed to happen. We even tried Clomid. Then on top of THOSE questions were all the questions about why my body was so fruity - my periods so out of whack, hormones all over the chart...and nothing...

I was just reading back on my early early blog posts, from before we bought the house through Em's first birthday. I noticed a few things: 1) I was pretty happy and cheerful. I think it was because my house stayed cleaner.... 2) I took a lot of pictures. I should take some again, I have virtually no pictures of my kids, and they are HUGE. I don't think I've ever even posted a pic of Em's short hair. 3) I started making comments about Em being a sassy pants LONG before she was even born. :) Glad I was observant enough to call that one. Nothing's changed there! So. Updates....My job at David's Bridal lasted until Mid to late January. I just didn't have a way to work THEIR schedule. I would tell them I could NOT work on a certain day, and they'd schedule me for THAT day, and say sorry when I'd say that I could work ANY day but that day. Finally one day I couldn't get a sitter, and I was going to have to cancel plans I'd had in place for 2 m...